Saturday, September 27, 2008

O.My.Garsh.... no title no water pump no key. ummm...... yea

91' Ford SHO--price reduced - $750


Reply to: sale-857999171@craigslist.org [?]
Date: 2008-09-27, 9:49PM CDT


1991 ford taurus SHO+ Plus model. NOW TO START IT DONT HAVE A TITLE BUT I HAVE THE NUMBER FOR THE GUY SO HE CAN GET IT.

its a fixer upper but drives reliable. 5spd, Dark Green, clutch good, alternator good, radiator new, painted rims. it may need a water pump but besides that it runs great. It gets a lil hott(hince the waterpump) but i drove it from liberty to shawnee and back about every other day and it worked fine. a/c has leak(i know what hoses) but jus havent had time to replace them. 159xxx miles, comes with custom underglow for the car(a 75$+). dont have keys(as i lost them somewhere in my yard)but it still starts.

if any other questions email me about them. I NEED THIS ASAP AS I FOUND OUT MY GIRL IS PREGNANT AND I NEED A MORE SUITABLE FAMILY CAR.

my number is 816-308-7756(i prefer text) but if you call please leave a messege as i dont pick up numbers i dont know(no offense)!

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Sunday, September 21, 2008

Reflecting With Pictures & Words


It is startling to realize that I am, perhaps, in the middle of my life.

I have decided that I am pretty sure there must be a Beginning,,,, Beginning Middle,,, End Middle,,,,, Beginning End,,, and then End End,,, to a person’s life. When lived long that is.

Which,

(if in fact that is so)

puts me at about the middle of my Beginning Middle- probably like right smack in the middle, which means in like 15 or 20 more years I will be somewhere in End Middle.

Weird.

Sure it sounds like my imminent End End isn’t lurking right around the corner- but it is the first time in my life I have considered where I am in my life, and to truly weigh the value of my life truly decide how I am measuring my successes and failures throughout my life and to acknowledge to myself just how short even a really long life is.




My life seems sooooooo much more life a GIFT now than it ever has before in my life.


I think that is interesting.


Things are moving so fast!

My kids are getting big—and they are leaving!


Leaving.

I am COMPLETELY divided about this on the inside of myself, one part of me wanting to jump in the middle (of what?) digging my heels into the ground barking STOP!

*sniffle*




The other half of me-

a little excited,

a little curious,

quiet.

But it’s ok… it’s a good quiet.

For a while now I have been starting to dream a new dream. Starting to glimpse a picture of my life lived more often at the pace Nicholas and I live at when it is only he & I and I think it feels good.

It’s a scary thought, because it’s a new thought, but a good, exciting, crispy crunchy thought too.



In recent years I have been starting to embrace the idea that I can live my life more intentionally and that planning things out doesn’t make me “boring and predictable” like I have always thought it somehow did- being prepared actually allows me the freedom to know when it is alright for me to relax my mind.


I used to always fly by the seat of my pants. I have for most of my life actually and I have really enjoyed it and been excited by running full speed into the unknown.


In the last few years though, in ways little and big, I have begun to realize the ways in which it no longer suits me to do that- mainly, because I end up missing out on a lot of things that I wouldn’t have to if I had just known in advance and taken the time to have a plan.



Monday, September 8, 2008

No smooth edges

I have recently realized that it is very difficult to be a “people pleaser,” in crowds.

LOL!

Ok-

Even in, simply, a small group of people.

If you are the type of person that is a true people pleaser, to the extent in which you are only truly satisfied by yourself if the people around you are content with, what is going on around them- then, it can be extremely stressful to be around several people at one time, (people that aren’t always happy with each other) and try to bring them happiness.


Actually it gets kinda hectic.

It’s easier to share an exchange of true happiness one person at a time.


Some people are just better in small doses.

Even sometimes, they are the very people that you dearly and truly love.

People that individually are the easiest people for you to be around; but it’s a lot harder in groups.

That’s one thing that I really love about my relationship with Nicholas. There’s usually just no stress involved. Being with him is the easiest and most natural thing that I do besides to just be by myself.

Laying next to him, with his arms pulling me up tight and close to him, in the moonlight falling through our bedroom window and I feel so happy I just have to giggle out loud and I do and I do again then that cracks me up and I love my life.