No smooth edges

I have recently realized that it is very difficult to be a “people pleaser,” in crowds.

LOL!

Ok-

Even in, simply, a small group of people.

If you are the type of person that is a true people pleaser, to the extent in which you are only truly satisfied by yourself if the people around you are content with, what is going on around them- then, it can be extremely stressful to be around several people at one time, (people that aren’t always happy with each other) and try to bring them happiness.

Actually it gets kinda hectic.

It’s easier to share an exchange of true happiness one person at a time.

Some people are just better in small doses.

Even sometimes, they are the very people that you dearly and truly love.

People that individually are the easiest people for you to be around; but it’s a lot harder in groups.

That’s one thing that I really love about my relationship with Nicholas. There’s usually just no stress involved. Being with him is the easiest and most natural thing that I do besides to just be by myself.

Laying next to him, with his arms pulling me up tight and close to him, in the moonlight falling through our bedroom window and I feel so happy I just have to giggle out loud and I do and I do again then that cracks me up and I love my life.